…you know her name, I cannot keep you from reading it, although it is obviously intended for her and not you, but i mention it because i know some of you are incessantly curious, and one of you could infer from this post a desire that you share the permalink with her.
for those of you wondering, no, she didn’t, and i in no way expected her to, and the admitted anticipation of it will simply remain until it happens, after which, a part of me will no doubt miss the anticipation, of course. so much of my life has been spent waiting and hoping, i never really know what to do with fulfillment anyway.
you can shut the hell up with your double-entendres by the way.
my love to you all. the world revolves. carry on.
ponder the categories, and this will make more sense.
if you use the word disappointed, i’ll slap you. i’m not disappointed, and no, i do not protest too much. in fact, i’m quite pleased that she apparently had better things to do (as i hoped for her on the 15th as a matter of fact), and that if she is considering making contact with me, that she is doing so at a measured gait.
~d~
peace brother.
Having gone down that road with my older sister (I think I alluded to it a little during our coffee talk before you went to hang with Touchdown Jesus), I don’t envy your waiting game, or the bumps ahead if/when contact is made…But I wish you peace and strength whenever it does happen.
thanks to you both. the waiting has become the easy part, so i am not overly stressed about it. it took me until i was 22 to find my natural parents, after all.
You’ve been very brave! I’m proud of you. I have wanted to help you with this for soooo long but it’s all gonna be great now! Enjoy the uh….fruits of yer…uh labor?!