until again

days
pass by:
“cover me:
let me hide.”
fade away
into the world
~ it shall be this way
(somewhere).
and there:
there is someone
who loves me
~ i don’t know how.
tell me,
what can i do?
(this need for love….)
i have fallen
in this sway
~ someway.
and days
pass by:
the world
and all within it….
(and i cry)
there is hope.
there is fear.
there is sorrow.
there is cheer….
stand away, now.
let me part.
(i know what it is
that i remember)
for, it is over.
it is gone.
and it cannot hold me
any longer.

…September 2, 1985 in San Antonio, TX

this popped into my head this morning. i don’t know why, but i figured, why the hell not. those of you who tend to psycho-analyze me may at least enjoy it.